Being Me

i am now 12 weeks.

3 months

alhamdulillah..

but dont worry, the nausea and vomiting are still here.

but to the lesser extent.

alhamdulillah.

i was able to get out of the house on Saturday and attended..

Being Me: Muslimah Empowered.

 

i thank Allah for letting me have the strength and means to go there and

learn as much as i can in being His better servant.

i dragged my cousin, who was forced to drive. 

i couldnt drive too far.

i get drowsy, remember.

and i met zeti, kak fadh and sabb whilst there.

sudah lama tidak berjumpa.

of course, byk stories.

if only i have more energy to involve more.

hehe

talk about the conference, 

it was very insightful and inspiring..

i really enjoyed Prof Muhaya's talk on Garment on each other.

at first i tot she was going to talk about her fahsion line, the As-Sohwah.

u know, fashion, garment, makes sense right?

but the topic was actually about how to complete our spouse, in being 

the garment for him. and him, for us. 

we attract what we potray or what we give

if we give good, we receive good.
good thoughts lead to good actions and good outcomes.
so, be positive!

the second speaker that i like is a revert from Christian,

brother Yusha Evans.

his story on how he embraced islam is beautiful.

he read the transalation of Quran from cover to cover in just 3 days.

and on the 4th, he embraced Islam.

i envy him. his ability to understand the meaning of the quran 

in just 3 days!

i have been a muslim for almost 29 years,

and what do i understand??

sad, right?

another speaker that i enjoyed if Sheikh Alaa elsayed.

man, he is so funny.

like, so so funny, and happening, i think he must be a

very cool dad to his children.

he talked about how women carries the 4 hats:

the daughter, the wife, the mother, the carrier woman.

it's hard. to juggle all in a time.

if we dont plan, and execute our time properly, we will have difficulties

in handling all roles. 

but, above all, the role of a Wife is the most important role.

we are first a wife. 

for with our husband's will, Jannah is ours.

then we are a mother.

we educate them to be the a good Muslim and Allah's servant 

so they may help us to enter Jannah.

so, i hope i dont forget that,

no matter how high i climb in the ladder of the my work, 

i am still, foremost a wife.

 

there are more to share, but i am not in

 the best mood to write.

or should i say, my memories have gone haywired.

i am so bad in remembering things nowadays!

and it's only 3 months of pregnancy.

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