things that i cannot ngam

im listing down all the factors that make me vomit. i think this actually helps me in avoiding those so i wont keep on vomitting till forever.

1. gas. angin. when i feel bloated, the angin will push all foods out of my tummy.
2. dizziness. if i get dizzy, i vomit.
3. car ride. i cannot ride in a car or any other moving vehicle longer than 30mins. i keep plastic bags with me everywhere i go so i am prepared to puke when i need to.
4. i cannot drive far far away. if i drive more than my office, i vomit. even when i drive to office everyday, i still vomit.
5. moving fast. i cannot move so fast. or people around me, pls dont move too quick. my head will get dizzy. and back to number 2.
6. noisy environment. it makes me dizzy.

so, i have to keep on munching food. even though im too tired to chew. but even that does not help at times. i eat constantly or i dont, more or less, the effect is quite the same: vomit.

it's going to 9 weeks now.

still a very very very longgggggggggg way to go.