Ramadhan, we meet again..

Ramadhan is a day away. we are all blessed that we are still able to meet the sacred month.

last Ramadhan, i had a fetus growing inside of me.

and this Ramadhan, insyaallah, i have a daughter with me.


last Ramadhan, i didnt get to puasa penuh because pregnancy got the best of me. i even took almost a month off work just to be at home, so i can rest and fast. i managed to fast most of the days. actually, almost full.only 2 days off. i was in the second trimester and my morning (allday) sickness didnt go away. however, i managed to puasa almost a month.  so, i am grateful. i have ganti puasa on the third trimester, when confirmed that the sickness has stopped. alhamdulillah...

so..hopefully, this Fasting month, i can puasa penuh while breastfeeding successfully. im not really worried about the stocks as to date, i still have around 700oz of breastmilk stashed in deep freezer. that equals to around 230 times of feeding.
my concern is more on the hypoglycemic effect of fasting AND breastfeeding. breastfeeding burns the calory fast. so, that doubles the chances of hypoglycemia. breastfeeding mothers can actually be exempted from fasting. but i dont wish to ganti puasa at all. afraid i might forget. hihi..

hopefully i can go thru Ramadhan with full strength and at the same time, able to provide Ayra with the best nutrition.

the targets for Ramadhan:
-qatam Quran.. it's a yearly thing.
-understand more on its content
-less gossiping at work place
-full puasa
-maintain milk supply
-donate more, especially useful things that people can benefit from
-clean the heart from buruk sangka dan hasad dengki
-be grateful what i have


we are waiting..just 1 more day..
welcome again, Ramadhan....